My own Hell...

I feel like I’ve given it my all
when basically I’ve lost it all
fallen’ into my own grave
I feel I’ll never be saved
buried alive
in this coffin I have screamed
and I’ve cried
does God even know how hard I’ve tried?
feeling helpless, hopeless, and worthless
and I ask myself if I’ll ever be missed
breathing dirt, dust and thinned out air
I feel captured in a world of hell
its where I have fell
dirt under my nails
bloody claws scratches upon these walls
of the coffin I’ve been taken into my own hell