Reality ..."CHECK"..or just "Stress"

I keep reading about reality and reality can become very spooky for those who are an addict, reality world become a stressful world, I thank God that I have such a mellow boyfriend that doesn't seem to allow anything to bother him, and I love to be around him because everything seems to be so peaceful..."why stress over things" he says..."No one has died.." "RIGHT?" and I always say "NO" "NO one has died..." But for some reason I """"STRESS OUT"""..and maybe its over nothing, but at the time being, it seems to be everything...

I have alot going on this month about just making it to surgery ...the surgery itself isn't what I am worried about, other than the gas to get there...What a crazy screwed up world we live in that gas has to be just a an issue of cost of living...they knew all a long that gas was the number one thing that they could get us on..in the depression..it was the cost of food, but gas seems to be the number one thing that gets everyone...WOW..I have such a headache because of money... I will be back after my surgery... CLICK on link for detail
"When Life Becomes a Book"

Reality is where you are...
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Rebuild my life

My higher power and I have been through a lot together as we've tried to rebuild my life. But sometimes I don't feel that close to Him. I'd like to get to know Him better.

When I go looking for God, He not hard to find, He doesn't have an office or sit behind a desk. He's with me all the time.I can talk to Him and He's always ready to listen, even when all I do is complain. Sometimes He wants me to listen to Him. Thats when I start to understand why He calls the kind of plays He does.

Sometimes, when I get busy and forget to check in with Him, I start to feel panicky again. He just smiles and gives me a gentle nudge to remind me who's boss. Then He gives me the game plan for the day and lots of strength and confidence to help me carry it out.

He's a great listener and He's always willing to share His plans with me when I'm ready to listen to Him.

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Scrapes

Thinking and more thinking as I lye awake.

I thought to myself there's no sense in fighting over the scraps that others
might or might not throw under the table. Instead, I'll get busy
and create my own magnificent feast. Seeing that I have been cooking a lot lately.

I'll stop going from door to door begging for someone else to
solve all my problems for me. Instead, pick a formidable
challenge, work my way through it, and I'll eventually build plenty
of strength and experience to handle whatever situations
come my way.

What possible use is there in developing elaborate arguments
that place the blame for my difficulties on someone else?
When I can put my energy into creating a brilliant future, not into
fighting over what has already been left behind.

This is my life and the only person who can successfully live
it is me.

Do I really think I can ever find fulfillment by signing
over my control and responsibility to someone else? I'm
here to live and to do, not to merely observe and complain.

Nothing that could ever be done for me or handed to me can
come close to the experience of making a positive difference
in my own unique way. This is my life, so I'll jump right into it
and live the exquisite richness as I make my own way
through it.

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Circus ride...

Stand in line for this life of a circus ride
theirs no place to hide
everyone takes this ride
see the faces of the people who have gotten off?
they hide within them the secrets of their life
some of them frightened
on that ride that they think has ended
you wonder what they have discovered
you cant ask what or why
you have to get on this ride
standing in this long line
thinking you could take the short cuts
but eventually you will find
that short cuts are not the way to go
its a life long show
you'll have to end up back in this long line
and it will be a much longer time
riding this circus ride
and discovering their is nowhere to hide
you have to experience this life we call a ride
learning the lessons and the answers you'll find
so what if this ride begins to climb
hang on and enjoy the goodness that shines
life is what you make it
so don't even try and fake it
it is "you" that this is all about
so stand in this line and don't pout